if Black is the colour to describe it, then Black it shall be.

It has never been easy all this time. Never been, but just that this time, it feels much worse than i thought. & when i thought ive got the hang of everything, thats when things start to turn the other way around. I thought maybe karma if that was even karma, shes done with her deeds & was about to leave but then again, guess i was wrong. I have no idea what im doing, sitting up so early in the morning rattling off like this. I woke up to a text that got me thinking real hard. Is this even real? I am somewhere where noone wants to be. Won't you please come get me, save me, please. :'(