I already said no.

Thank you, thank you for having that idea of getting me new ones. (: Youre really sweet. Oh, & i told you im gonna start using 'em right? Wont you just let me? Of course you had a reason why you even gave me those in the first place. Thats how sweet you are, i know it. Dont get me new ones, its not like we have a pair to go along with it. I love you, i want to see you happy, not pretentious kk? ((:

LoveYou.

Youre my reason.

It came to a point, we dint even know what we're saying to each other; we got so messed up. & all we were trying to put across was the reason why you & i love us.

I don't want anything new. I don't want anything to change. I just want you, happy.

Naughty, naughty Piej.

I am not a good girl today. I broke your heart. I am sorry. :(

Forgive me Cinta.

Just so you know;

Really, i am so happy right now. I want this to last. Let's do this together, please?

I love you so, & you know it. (:

I could only do so much.

I opened my eyes to a whole new experience i've never encountered in my entire life. The struggle of a mother, the desperate attention of her children & the ignorance of mankind. Life is so unfair. :(

I'd never replace a mother, i'd never replace a sister, i'd never replace anything as good as a family but i'm right here for you as i promised; to hold you tight & keep you going. I love you.

Cos you know there's always me for you to fall back on.

Piejalovesyounomatterwhat.

Yummy, please.

A little trip down to 313 brought us to Cold Rock & we had our very first cold slabs of bubblegum flavoured icecream mixed with strawberries, brownies and marshies. Yummy, i swear. & cos it was with the favourite boy, everything just seem all the more sweeter, dint it? :)

Bubblegum Love. :)

I'm coming to bring us & we together again.

You & i speak of moments that only says forever. So speak now, don't you keep hush about it.

& if i fall?

How can i say,

say i'll be okay?

And if i fall through these days that go by without cause

Just a painful mistake has left me here on my own

And if i fall through these nights i cant seem to go on

Just a sign that your with me gives me the strength to hold on

Something to say--> imy.

today's the day, the worst day of my life

i killed you.

Never say never.

Because you know, i'll only fall back on you. Not anyone else, ever.

If only i could,
i would rewind the times you & me when we're laughing at each other's silly-ness, your spelling errors & my speech problems.

If only i could,
i would replay all the little games we had just to see who is better at pepsi-cola 123 or even scissorspaperstone.

If only i could,
i would just get back to the time when i'll be lying on your chest looking through your window that peeks into the the clear blue sky with cotton candy clouds all over.

If only i could,
i would reshuffle our mood modes & skip the bad ones past us.

If only i could,
i would pause at the part when youre staring at me loving every counting second while youre with me.

If only i could,

Baby, i swear i would.

you think you knew, but you have no idea

It's okay to cry sometimes.

point blank

Dear Tuhan,

If for whatever things happens comes with a reason, wheres the reason for this one?

something to say--> i'm still waiting & hoping for the "running to me crying & hugging me tightly saying you'll never let go again ever" part to happen.

Zilch.

whengirlmeetsboy

This innocence, is brilliant. I hope that it will stay.

loveloveloveloveloveloveloveonlyloveyou.

something to say--> "wah, run for nothing!" HA HA!

i miss you, KingLove..

Baby, i'm sorry for all the tears you've shed. The things you have to go through to see me being happy. For all the little sacrifices to make this a good one for both of us. Things you've been tryna tell me to make me understand, learn about what love is. I appreciate your presence in my life, i really do. Thank you so much for everything babycakes. I love you.

I miss you & i miss us the most.

Something to say--> It's my time.

first 2 third 4 fifth 6 seventh 8, now.

of special moments & good ol' love.

the only reason i am willing to face another day is knowing that youre just right there, quietly for me.

Find a boy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU... The one who turns to his friends and says, thats her...

ive found him.

i love you very much Muhammad Hafiz Musa.

something to say--> merry 8th honeybuns.

err, hello?

the sim card is currently inactive. please be informed.

got somebody ah, so evil one.

this one people ah, he very bad one. i is very fanatic. i want to revenge of the fallen with him. i dont care.

something to say--> Cinta Mojojojojo, i love you.

17th was 6th

i get carried away with my nonsense almost everytime & im pretty lucky to have another half who bothers to entertain them. if this boy is willing to sit through & listen to the most crappiest things that comes out of my mouth, then i think(i hope) he'll also be the one to walk down the aisle with me when the time comes. youre my lesson baby, & every single time i learn to read you proper, youre bringing me a step higher. Cinta isn't just a word for you & me. cos you know Cinta is about us & we. the 17th was splendid baby, thank you so much for the lovely night.

ilovemoleyrex.

something to say--> im looking out for my starboy.

has it reached your ears yet? about the hunchback old lady who goes around knocking people's door selling keropok or kuih? the one that was said to be keeping the never-not-famous sister ponti & actually piggyback it on her shoulders? i think she rocks my socks. i just heard she has already reach tampines.

amazing. knock my door quick. i need a thrill fix, quick.

something to say--> riight. like understand only.

remember this?

in this kind of game, you do your best, do alil better. the rest is up to the other party. you have no say. you cant force anyone to succumb to whatever you do.

something to say--> it's our keepsake. where we picked up where we left.

i miss you

Missing someone isn't about how long it's been since you've seen them last or the amount of time since you last talked.
It's about that very moment when you're doing something & you wish they were right there with you.

C I N T A

2 months official. 6 months in the making. forever is counting.

something to say-->

wa ala sikit mau bilang sama lu ah.

Ah. Hallo ah. Amoi. Wa manya sayang sama Cinta wa. Wa no need lu to cakap apa2 sama Cinta wa pasal lu ah. Okay ah? Ah?

something to say--> celeng. pinky yet shitty. eh, redundant siah Piej. Go die.

east coast, yok?

This was like err, 2 weeks back?

& so the boyfriend had this sudden urge to eat satay from Lagoon at East Coast. Pregnant lar i think, this boy. Hahahaha. Then i suggested roller blading since we were heading there. & also picnic-ing. & also sea-soaking. Aiyah, girl mah. Cannot blame. Macam2 the plan. But then uh, got problem.

No.1 : Cinta knows zero about roller-blading.
No.2 : Cinta has a childhood phobia of sea water.
No.3 : His other half already terkinja-kinja anticipating the above mentioned activity. -.-

Takpe lor, meh sini. Kakak ajar adik okay? Rawrrhahaha!

They call this, the "tangan maintain, muka take-care" stunt.


The lady on the bicycle had to stop & give way to the darling who was struggling to control his balance. Heh heh hah.


Contented me with my fed-up lah sangat Cinta.

We dropped by mac to refill my water bottle with cold, cold water. I dint know they actually allow that. Free somemore.

This part he nervous already. He went near the waters konon want to summon his courage then come back & tell me, "Nevermind lah. Later can. Masih siang ape."

It was so hard to convince him to come into the water. & when he finally did, he walked in till the water only reached his tummy then he said he couldn't go further in cos the water is already up to his shoulders. Walaoey baby. Hahahaha. I love you. I love you.

After about 2 hours of blading & another 2 hours of sea-soaking, we became hungry monsters since the food we brought for the picnic ran out not even halfway through our day. It was time to fulfill the darling's craving for satay at Lagoon.

Cinta extremely love this shot. "Wah baby. Best. Macam ada superpower." Riiiight.

We had not only satay at zee Lagoon but also really fat honey marinated chickies & power to the people stingray with sambal. Oh, & best accompanied with fresh sugarcane with lemon slice. Bayekkkkk.

The day ended perfectly with two bottles of fruit tea cocktail and a pack of kuahcheeee.

Thank you love for the smashing time spent. A first & definitely won't be the last.

I love you so much.

Something to say--> East coast again, yok? :)

i need you, i swear.

I've realised my mistakes. I don't mean to neglect, i don't mean to not care if that was what you thought. I am very sorry.. Really. & if you would just give me another chance to prove myself worthy of you, i'd show you how much you really mean to me. I have loved you so much, & i am still very much in love with you. Tell you something, it was never easy for me.

Baby, i am truly sorry.

Something to say--> I'm holding on to a thin line with no harness attached. I'll fall once you let go.

4th seventeenth;

King Love, i must thank you for those lovely shoes you invested for me. I am not really a fan of shoes but they're love at first sight, really really. & the little surprise you did overwhelmed me pretty much so, that i couldn't get over it. :] Thank you Cinta, thank you so much.

For every single day that i've breathed & lived you, i am very sorry for being the toughest girl to please. My mistakes are mountain high, but your patience has only taught me to understand ourselves better. Sweet nothings you whisper into my ears keeps me going, & your hugs never fail to remind me that things aren't so easy to let go off. Not when its with you. Thank you for having me in your life for the past months. We're a step closer to forever now. I love you.

& i want to tell the whole world this:
I HAVE THE SWEETEST BOYFRIEND IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD.

something to say--> we're getting higher everytime that we love.

where did i go wrong?

Night-night.

Shall you be wrapped in lovely blankets to keep you warm from the cold & let Allah heal your feelings for tonight. InsyAllah.

I Love You.

something to say--> i tried my best.

EffAyDoubleuDeeEchAy

Friday was fabuloushenaniganetastic. It's a friday date with the FAWDHA girlies. We surprised Wahtee at her doorstep cos the poor baby wasn't feeling well. Then there were only the five of us. Everything was good and nice and everything i think, to the point even Wahtee couldn't stand missing out on the fun so she actually dragged her sick butt to Eastpoint just to accompany us eat at Banquet & also where we did another little surprise for Hidie as well & finally then made our move to Arab Street for a good long heh heh hah hah session.

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something to say--> Drunk with laughter & dizzy with love. Not to forget, being dragon wannabehs. HAHAHAHAHA.