you,

how about a nice cup of shut the fuck up?

something to say--> please, be my guest.

i dont know whats going on with me. i cant help feeling this way. its past two nights and still its there. to have ugly feelings overwhelming one's self isnt much comfort. a confusion state is bound to pass cos time will tell. time, will tell. im fearing for someone's safety. im afraid of losing something, someone. but i cant seem to put a finger to it. all these heavy twitching phase will soon be gone, by God's will. Amin.

something to say--> but yes, it rings a bell. & i dont want to see it coming.

hold on, if you feel like letting go.

hold on, it gets better than you know.

something to say--> God. please, make that feeling go away. :(

maybe i was stupid, probably still naive.

i couldnt see through things you did to me.

or maybe its really been me, paranoid for no fugly reason.

then i'd go through all troubles to mend it with you.

i'll take away my needles and say "sorry, i pricked you".

sooner than you think, you'll realise, youve lost what you love most.

if, perhaps.

something to say--> theres a lost butterfly in my tummy.

outing with the girls was fun, so much fun. but i took a gazillion years to gather pictures from sources and upload 'em nicely here. blame the pig in me. oh well, here goes.

these girls are loaded; with fun. :)

j.co donuts and happy faces that comes with it.



everyone's nicely posing for the camera with donut in mouth. now see that final woman busy digging into her icing sugar-ed donut totally oblivious to the camera snapping her.

now serve you right. thats nad's choco-loco smeared on me. babi lah. :D

*burp, bliss*

tsk. yougirlslookbeautifulminusMe. ha ha.

when watie's busy with plaster, nana with phonecall. moral of story: see my face.

yeah. a formal shot. just for you. ya like it, baby?

o k a y .

all of us.

a decent one with bestie. :)

im deprived of bull rides if thats what you call it.

she got a kiss but i was groped! apek, lu ah!!

something to say--> that night ended cold; you broke my heart.

this entry is dedicated to my miss batman belt, Nadia.

i am going to miss you oh so much lar.

you take care okay.

come back quickly tauuuu.

*kisskisskisskiss*

something to say--> bitter sweet love.

i wish, i wish. i wish i could sleep the entire school hols. ugh. waking up only to find that you need to run errands isnt the sweetest thing in the whole wide world. mama's listed down errands for me to run. mama, please. haaaaaa~

something to say--> okay lar, i'll go shower now. *sniff*

one day, you'll know whats been going on.
one day, you'll know what ive been feeling.
one day, you'll see where we could have gone.
one day, you'll realise im no longer there.
just one day. and you ever said, that one day will never come. for you think the world belongs to you.

what hurts the most, is being so close.
and having so much to say, and watching you walk away.
and never knowing, what could have been.
and not seeing that loving you, is what i was trying to do.

something to say--> i'll shut my eyes and pray to God.

not sorry; and i'll never regret

something to say-->

cuppa hot choc anyone?