hello, baby?

baby,
thank you for dropping by, see smellys smellys me.
thank you for your endless rindu texts, at school, anywhere.
thank you for your company today. sweet.
thank you for having me, all the time. :)
thank you for the sweetest milo(funny, like you knew i wanted it though i dint ask for it). hoho.
thank you for loving me, this much(makes big big hand gesture). can see?
thank you so much for the little things you do for me, like make me become mangkuk with all your silly but sumpah very cute attitude. okay? haha.

just so you know, i loved you more today.

something to say--> patience is virtue. & baby, quit jamming your knuckles into the wall please.

let's be okay tomorrow?

oh dear. :(
i got my prince so upset with me.
& right now i am feeling so stupid.
because i miss you.
i miss you so much.

i'm sorry, please Cinta?

something to say--> i love you baby, night-night.

to you, my dearest girlfriend.

How do i tell you what's been going on without hurting your feelings or rather just help you end it without you having to regret about anything at all? Because its a sin im keeping this from you and its eating up my conscience so badly.

something to say--> God, please help. :(

story of a glutton and the weird, weird one

& i was looking through today's picture updates at Cinta's blogsite and i just realised im a big fat glutton. chett, just realised. not shy, not shy. its disgusting, the way i eat. and i have also realised that my other half is not a glutton but is as weird as an alien from space. he stucks mac donald's golden, crispy, tender on the inside french fries, into his nose. awesome or what? -.- but hell, who wouldn't after spending about close to 200dolas within mere minutes.

baby, thanks for thy treats. you is make my day round round. and i love you like alot alot.

something to say--> & i miss you already.

ghetto lovin'

my hantu had his haircut to prepare himself for sekooooooooooooolah. & he hated the haircut so much, he called himself the full-time malay ahbeng. i told him it wasnt so bad, and he went like, "you see, later people come up to you say, eh Fizah another guy already uh? the other time the fella hair long long cannot see face, now some gangster uh?" tough tryna tell him everything is alright. tough tryna convince him its okay. last resort i said, "ey moron. i love it lar. make me horny. bad boy look. (makes moron face)" HAHAHAHA. i am not sorry for saying that cos all i got was a whack on my 6.7kilo arms. grrr.

before: the curtain hair look. after: the fanatic malay ahbeng look.

fierce kahper, Abang?!? HA HA HA HA.

i dont care okay moron mountain. youre still the big bully i know. makes no difference lor. but i love you all the same. cinta, cinta, cinta.

you,

im not one who please, im sorry for all i did. im trying to be a better person and hoping you could see. as blessed i am, its not easy without you. i miss you.

something to say--> "life without a friend is like death without witness."

sugarsugar, how you get so fly?

I’m in love with you, the way i wanted to.

the best breakfast & the best hospitality at a loved one’s;

Cinta made my day a pretty one with special breakfast for two- scrambled peppered egg, with beef patties and many many many nuggets. Super sedap & super pedas chilli sauce. We had mango juice for thirst quenching. Yummeh! Nooot only that, in the later hours, the babyboy fed me with Plaincrackers, whitebread with Nutella and Skippy, Starbucks Mocha Frap, Crispy noodle and what not. Plus 4.5 kilo. Saaaaap. Gemukstuff.

Movie marathon was crazy. Silent Hill; stupid movie, stupid satan kepala covered with triangular baldi besi, groping all over cos you cannot bloody see. No purpose uh your director, sumpah. Blade ³; super stupid movie, Adam look alike, then the shades never come off even though his head got slammed, even though he was thrown from a wall against another, && even though he was bitch slapped by vampires. The hair, jackpot. Classic Flat Top. Macam like nabei already the face. Bibir one kilo. Enjoy. Scary movie4; lagi bongok. The ju-on boy, the viagra incident, the girl who went, “my eyes.. my eyes”, the Mrs North(when its actually Mrs Noris. blame the stupid subtitle). I laughed till i teared. I laughed till my chest hurts. I laughed till the darling thinks im crazy. The best part, two of the movies we watched, replayed another whole round. Baguuus. (winks)

Eh no, that one still okay. Event highlight of the day: seluar koyak rabak besar mati tanak. Yessaaa. Ask lar koyak where? It was right under my flower. (makes face) The saviour is of course my high metabolism rate prince, none other than Apit Musa. :] i love you baby. & i thought the pants couldn’t fit at first. Lucky stretchable. Hahahahaha.

Thankiyuk so much Cinta for that day. It felt really good when you whispered sweet nothings into my ears, cuddled me like a little girl, made me feel right at home with your warmness. I love you so much sweetest bacheen, i do.

something to say--> & we've past the 3rd 17th babycakes. (:
♥ always.

bind me, then electrify me. now.

when Narbeilisma strikes;

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breathe Piej, breathe.

no, cannot.

AHUOHDJASJKFBHABFJAWBGVJKBAVRKJBVRH;ABKJBVUIAVBIU;BGVUABGJK;BKJB.

OR JUST FUCKING GET ME A PUNCHING BAG, SOMEBODY!??!?!

something to say--> i need anger management. help.

its made of lovebugs and alienation

and yes, yes, yes. i miss you my man.

something to say--> cause you, a feeling i can't deny.

of birthday wishes and blissful life.

5th April 2009
the macam-like-boy-already-babysis turns 10.

the all-time-favourite-self-proclaimed-walking-sofa turns 19(hehehehe).

8th April 2009
Azlin's pretty love turns 20.

9th April 2009
the biiig baby brother turns 19.

10th April 2009
Nadres turns 21!

plus one now. its not so bad, is it? (: Happy Birthday many many yousss. May you be blessed with every single breath you take. Amin.

and so i want to let you know that i am totally loving my life right now. i have the best people in the world living this life with me. and for all that you hate, God is fair, always.
now please excuse me, i have a life to live.

something to say--> hello sweet world.

my sugarrush companion

the favourite boy

i went out with this monkey who wouldnt stop harassing me till i finally headed home. eh hello Cinta, you think funny is it, scaring the shit out of me with your jeepers creepers face? you wait, you wait. although a little monkey, this darling of mine has a forte of being the sweetest moron you can ever find. i l o v e. thank you for the company today. thank you for having me today. thank you for your love today. now everybody, how do you pronounce 'scrool'? HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. BACK AT YA BABY. (inserts satisfied face)

something to say--> yes yes.. i still love you lar mangkuk. hahaha.

dont fucking talk about me if you dont fucking know nuts about me. you disgust me like fuck. wah piang, i very angry siaaaah.

something to say--> fuck you. oh, please pardon the profanities.

boy, your love is like a nuclear weapon

i fell in love with the boy who makes me squirm in my seat listening to his voice, who makes me laugh my head off with his antics, who kisses my forehead every few minutes, who has messymessy hair when he’s excited, who has cold hands and feet, who is my favourite murderer, who holds me close to make me feel special. he, who is the next best thing to being a perfect match.

i love you, cinta.

something to say--> cause my love is a soldier and my heart is a grenade.