(sigh)

now I'm hoping just a little bit stronger

hold me up just a little bit longer

i'll be fine, I swear

i'm just gone beyond repair

something to say--> baby, please.

hello world.

ive lost touch with the cyberworld for a good 4, 5 weeks? boy, do i miss the sound of my creaky keyboard and this blinding colourless monitor of mine. pardon me, this is old school stuff mann.

and.... its almost the new year, ive yet to list the resolutions, get birthday gifts for them lovelies, prepare to turn moronic 20 year old and yada yada yada..

i dont see a bright 2009. and its funny how i think that ive wasted the last of my 2008 days slaving out at the greatest toys store. -.-



something to say--> i have no more strength to stay away from you any longer.

PLEASE KEEP CLEAR

wah.. emotional wreck.

something to say--> and they all fall down.

cause this and that, and this and that

because Abu's in boys home, we're worried sick. then Ali hasnt got any friends to hang out with except those moron amuk-lovers. Adi's left hanging and Sofie.. Zarul doesnt end.

because Rajes irritates, i shall find myself one day, just one fine day when im early for class, to strip her off her garments and hang her up at the projector screen.

because school is a bore, we turn the smallest things into a big fat joke that got all of us burping with laughter. no need "pizzahut" chicken already. eh, no. cannot no pizzahut chicken.

because im still living in fantasy, you, yes you that boy whose wearing that army uniform; shall succumb to all my demands. i think i mentioned before, next stop - Sofraaaaaaaaaaa.

because youre staying in Jakarta and me in Singapore; we'll leave our love till next time if youre coming by again. oh bytheway Pasha, i love you more on the 31st of Oct.

because you, and i know whats been going around.

something to say--> time for cookies. bye.

this is just how i roll

no, it doesnt feel wrong. it never felt wrong.

cos im of your kind, i know how you feel.

sometimes they say, dont just know. understand.

something to say--> give love plenty of room to sit in

hippie ah ma

check this out. hehehe.

something to say--> she's a bully victim. meh heh heh.

hmm, yeah.

i'd

have
understood
if
you
told
me
your
cat
died.

something to say--> simple.

isnt it?

a day hasnt passed without a sigh in my heart.
now you tell me, dont you think i had enough already?

something to say--> when its time im happy, just let me be.

i say no, no.

i was kept in the dark. and now i see the light. God please, dont let this be true. tell me my teen years wasnt a lie. tell me i lived in this world for whom is the most important in my life.

im afraid of the truth.

the truth, that will hurt and destroy.

Astaghfirullah..

something to say--> till then.

'cos i am only human

something to say--> and i have feelings too.

bless my soul

because now i think its not too late; its never too late.
yayy. mama's good. ayah's good. that wraps up the entire thing. im a happy poppycock already. im healing pretty fast; both the mind and the soul... oh, and the body too. :) retail therapy works, antibiotics are a fuss, painkillers make my day. im full of lovin'.

i thought i'd like to paste pictures today.

my favourite girls.

they've seen through me. emotionally and... err physically? haha.

they make up half of happypills.

we thought high-waisted was cool, but then i think.. we were trying alil too hard. suddenly we resemble the Isetan staffs. ma ha ha.

i miss you. :'(

a perfect 20th birthday gift. somebody? :D

and you mister. you owe me big time. and i really mean

B I G T I M E.

&& what? i just told Watie i wanted to become a successful Doctor with both very experienced hands-on and theoretical ability? (does reality check: slapping fiesta on face)

something to say--> im uncontactable meantime. hp's in coma. brb in 2days i hope?

isnt the best in the world

i will never see cars with the sign "T A X I" the same again. grrrrr.

you, im sorry ive been really difficult.

something to say--> now wheres my tic tac?

"i told you not to fall in love with me."

Everybody, put up your hands

Say,

"I don't wanna be in love,

I don't wanna be in love."

something to say--> it's okay, let it go.

syawla evol

love is always patient and kind;

it is never jealous.

love is never boastful nor conceded;

it is never rude or selfish.

it does not take offence and it is not resentful.

love takes no pleasure in other people's sins;

but delights in the truth.

it is always ready;

to excuse,

to trust,

to hope

and to endure whatever comes.

something to say--> take the risk. dare to move. love, is a leap of faith.

punctuality kills her

hello you. (:

oh, im sorry i was late.

im never early for anything.

something to say--> they say, old habits die hard. (shakes head)

aaadoi.

im having migraine. and im here still, with interest trying to update. omg. nurhafizahramin, just what are you thinking.



something to say--> now, pass me some hot chocolate, please. or maybe some Giotto is good. :D

18 + 1 = a happy 19th

bythetime im gonna end this post, it'll be 12 midnight. beautiful. (:

i have this friend. a friend i knew since i was 13. a very quiet sweet girl. for being that sweetest friend who has been there for me throughout, i would like to wish you the happiest 19th birthday. remember i said your birthday was going to be a blast this year? i could already see you blissfully happy counting your days to it.

Nurain Ahmad,

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY HUNS!

i wish, i wish, i wish you all the best and nothing less for your future endeavours.

i love you. i love you. i love you.

yay. :D:D:D:D:D

now, give me a date so i can go out with you. :)

something to say--> now i want a smashing birthday too. someone, anyone? heh heh.

sad stuff.

dont make me sad.

something to say--> or i'll shove a Sar-21 up your nose smiling merrily as i press the trigger.

believe me, ive been there

youre all ive ever dreamt of to come; & yes you did come.

something to say--> i want you so bad, can you feel it too? you know im so, im so in love with you.

camp peepol + pasha = no link

these buncha peepol made my 1&ahalf day stay at Bishan Campus a fun-filled & much entertaining one.

ohoh,

this is my hero. MAHAHA. :)))

something to say--> another short one. mooo.

& thats the way it is.

things shouldnt be the way it is right now. no, no. i dont want to go through another tiring phase in my life. but thats what life is all about. well then baby when its time, we just have to let go. & this time, i wont look back, i promise.

im going nowhere. i just want you to understand. i need time. ample of time. things will get better in time, InsyaAllah. if things are meant to be, it shall be. we cant stop fate, can we?

the irony of it all.

something to say--> i'll pick myself up after i had a good long cry. but then it'll stick in me still. i cant see my own future; till i dont know when.

the craziest thing ive ever done for love is drink cold milo every single day by the school dustbin just to be seen drinking the same form of liquid as he was. tried too hard to sit still like a girl just to impress a nonchalant him. took an alternate route home from school that can last till an hour just to catch a 4 seconds glimpse of him walking by that operating-24hours-daily-convenient store. oh, and to lose all my senses every single time he is near in sight. its like, having spasm. but its all worth the crazycrazythings, cos i had him for quite abit. he was my fairytale. :)


i sound sick. ha ha ha. well, & this is for ya Gary. goodluck. :)




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something to say--> love, love. sighh.

okay, time-out.

i need a damn break. someone, please. helppp~

something to say--> a holiday to..... say, Redang?

yet, i still couldnt see why im so blind.

i got it all on the back of my hand
i want your answer so I won't forget
then show me right where your heart is
oh right now tell me where your heart is

something to say--> like a knife

this month's been a mess;

it's good i see you happy. you, you, you and many many more you.

something to say--> good luck, friend(s).

he sings for me every once in awhile

& i'll fall in love with him all over again.

i love you, pasha.

something to say--> impossible, impossible love. yes, noted. (sighhh)

i miss this.






something to say--> i'll keep my fingers cross.

it has been awhile; but really, you should have known better.

something to say--> the boy who cried wolf.

meanwhile;

vanilla coke & fried smallsmallthings. all these lil perk-me-up diet isnt doing anything good to my metabolism rate.

i need;

apple diet & healthy bars. can azlin, wahtee? haahaa.

something to say--> boots with the fur. the whole club laughing at her.

happy.
sha-la-la.
its so nice to be happy.
sha-la-la.
everybody should be happy.
sha-la-la.

something to say--> lets beam, beings of the earth.

the thing about you is that your ego is as big as the universe. i'll quit cos i see no reciprocation. and you know you knew me that well. enough said. im getting sick of pondering.

something to say--> charge me with heartbreak-ing. i'll be more than glad to serve a lifetime sentence.

feed me & im yours.

something to say--> glutton girl has no worries

pretty much of maybe's and what if's has been enlightening me these days. it seems that fantasies and dreams can go nowhere & reality is real. thats the real deal. Big. Real. Deal. ; my dear girl.

something to say--> youre a knock out. waikhru-ing is sexayy. (mokzach, youre responsible for this. HAHAHA!)

sigit purnomo syamsuddin said; pasha










something to say--> someone tell okie agustina im in love with her husband. HA HA.

i flooded today's post with gazillions of pictures.
theyre pictures of secondaryschoolbuddies.
view at your own risk.

something to say--> this is just secondaryschool. i still have yet to put up my bishanian loves. (winks)