10 august. it was to be the most devastating day of my life. you left to serve the nation with a phone that has only 3 bars. when 11 pm came, it was 2 bars for the calling which dint even happen, then 1 bar. 1 bar for 9 nine days. :( i miss you so much baby.
lets keep you updated babycakes. <3 the morning we left :((, papa drove us to some motorbike workshop(guess its to survey something for the babysister). i excused myself to go home after that since i wasnt feeling too well. i feel like puking each time i think of the fact that i do not have you around for like the next 10 days. i reached home & drowned myself in tears trying to fall asleep so time could fly really fast & then hope its time to see you again. i woke up 10 minutes late to break my fast, nobody woke me up. again it dawned in me that its just been only 7 hours that passed since i last saw you & ive got like 92347892357hours left till we meet again. food dint make me happy that day. somehow the chicken tasted funny, the bread smell bad, the drink was tasteless. i know i sound like im exaggerating, but truth is i cannot stand being without you. i needed you so badly i kept wondering if your superiors are nice, the senior boys are treating you well, whether youre eating enough, whether 0r not your rest is sufficient. sigh. life cannot get any harder than this & the same fateful day, there just had to be fight at home involving me.
im typing this during lunch break & i thought maybe i'll just keep updating here for the next 9 days before you come back right to me. i cannot wait to see you again sweetcheeks, i swear. i'll pray to Allah time will go by so fast, i'll be seeing you as soon as tomorrow. i love you so much honeybuns. <33
